Thesis Project, topic: „Rethinking Elevation/ Hybrid Mindscape; Case study:architecture elevation, Grzybowska Street, Warsaw”
Meaning, memory, space, and time… Architecture
A new meaning derivation for time-space in relation with memory; this thesis interweaves self-understanding with meaningful architecture of the memory, an architecture that happened to me all my life, punctured and acupunctured my soul to shape my actuality, but with the lack of understanding of this architecture it remained the place of subsistence for everyday performance: “meandering from space to space to deliver a certain function” from satisfaction to play, from rest to action… it remained the practice of functionality of daily life, a service of routine… This is the time that architecture start to happen to me, I live with it and remember it, invisibility of space is disappearing, and meaning is being arrested in my mind, stored somewhere and recovered in moments with a new scenario of present elements, it always happens with architectural elements, it is everywhere shaping my world, with one major difference that I became aware of it, with it, I’m rendered as a passionate discoverer, a neurological sensor recovered, an observer of motion, speed, static, deterioration… Now architecture stopped being the invisibility of my shelter and just the fixed production of buildings… it “become” a living organism, a machine, and a virtual force that drive everything either in chaos or order; but always derived and related to a reason… This thesis is a self-questioning method, thou it uses memory as a tool to recover my lost meaning for architecture, but it aims at deriving a new sense, to deliver my own reflection of what happens to me, I’m using this process to experiment a new methodology to understand and execute, thou can end in deterioration and disappointment, but the journey is worth it…
This is a process of collecting, coding, deciphering, and augmenting, “memory now” is a celebration of heterogeneity, a chanting trance of the real and the surreal it’s the euphoria of binding ourselves without conventions, bridging limitation without the militarization of repetition, in empty time we cross the boundaries, blur the pixels of our visible surface, minder in solid buoyancy, and transgress not as violators but as the “liquid rise” to paint new strata over what once solidified around the void of desire (built shells)… For whom we analysts synthesizers of space, for whom we shapers via virtual lines, contouring for distinction, and conquerors as domestic Trojan horses, for which I’ve be-come… self; the present-present synthesis of the body surface plane becomes the occurrence of a language prefix in the space suffix, it always relates as a recurrence, sometimes virtualized others pantomimed with the In-, over-, per-, con-, contra… epitomizing the “-ception” as layers of permeability, transparency… to the magnitude of listening to our thoughts, to become our words, our habits, and finally our actions, they are solidified and define how we perform raptly believing that the pixels of space are not scrutinizing …
This is the moment the demarcation shell is no longer the semblance of what lies beneath and beyond, it has become a shred and a modicum of a new path to experiment, it is the new conduction and induction of more than social, private, and public. The once petrified as solid desire is now subliminally smelted not to fuse or separate but to reinvent only in the awareness of drifting (the inadequate destination) as a response to a guiding cane that never stab or penetrate but smoothly stroke the surface inflicting a new liquid imploration to regenerate and update… here the hemispheres cross communication blocks, a moment of seizure, filled with paradox; what traps the brain’s conventions, releases the perception to a level of fusion between “body pixels” and all the “object pixels” around it, it’s a moment were optical neurons lapse over (without) brain’s left hemisphere filter, to a new creative conscious multiplied. Finally this indexical for a “matrixial”; 1.singular and discrete distinction in the oceanic undifferentiated otherness as described by Pollock between frozen desire and the public net, becomes a dialogical amalgamation; were threads and stitching pins matter no more, but the blurred motion to create the embroidery, intimately deliver a new liquid face… As a final input to this preface and from an inquiry based on the premise of an object and event driven reality perceived in human consciousness and printed at the level of semantic text, I will take the opportunity to express with five paragraphs, two of which are poetry reference and the rest as my own reflections…